I was watching House with Omar yesterday. I love this show, but I couldn't tell you why. I think I feel smart when I watch it. Ha ha ha. Anyway, I think Heavenly Father used it to teach me something very important yesterday.
I couldn't explain the feeling, even to myself. This is my problem with just about everything. But it is definitely my fish.
House: You’re afraid to change. You would rather imagine that you could escape, instead of actually trying. Because if you fail, then you’ve got nothing. You give up the chance of something real so that you can hold on to hope.
If I keep holding back, I can just believe that if I tried I would be good. And I'm afraid to find out otherwise.
Now the questions is to figure out how to get over it...
I actually like a lot of what House says...when he isn't popping pills;) I think that many people have the same fear, it's hard to change...but you never know what you might miss if you don't! My suggestion is to believe in yourself...you are an amazing person Jinny...and if it doesnt work out...who cares? At least you know, no regrets!
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